Rent Boy - Chapter 3

September 8, 2007 · Filed Under Rent Boy

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Chapter 3

Slowly he managed to clear his eyes of the haunting vision of Billy’s face. He really did love him, more than anyone would ever know or could ever understand. He looked at Darren and while he did love him, it was different, it wasn’t the carefree free wheeling love that he had shared with Billy, but it was love.

Josh drank most of the brandy in one gulp then raised his glass to get it filled up again. As Darren reached across to get the glass, their hands touched. Josh felt something that he had never felt before, a small tremor of compassion seemed to run through his hand into his body.

While Darren was filling up his glass, he started to speak about how they moved on from their love nest, the old motel.

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They had spent another day and night at the motel room, barely leaving it’s warmth and comfort for the outside. Their only foray out was for food and that was done in a rush, so they could spend every possible second together alone in bed.

It was on their last night at the motel that Billy started talking about the road ahead. He was so bashful, the way he would hem and haw before he finally said what was on his mind.

“Josh, are you really sure you want to hang around with someone like me?”

Billy was in a serious mood now. They had just finished loving each other for the umpteenth time; but then again, it really wasn’t that many, it was merely that each time was a continuation of what had started only a few short days ago. Billy wanted Josh to be with him, it was hard for him to even think of being separated, but he had to make sure, he had to know that Josh had no illusions of what a life with him meant. Josh had dreaded this time. He knew it would come up eventually, but why now, when everything was going so perfectly?

He lay on the bed, stretched out and exhausted from their recent meeting of their souls, at least that was how he thought of it. He looked over to Billy, saw the way he avoided eye contact and knew they

couldn’t put this off any longer.

“All I know Billy is that I have never felt so wanted and loved in all my life, and I can’t…”

Billy sat up in the bed and he looked over at Josh. He was studying him, as if seeing him for the first time.

When he had said he loved him, his heart had jumped. Funny how such a little word could make such an impact on a person. The thing was, in his line of work, he heard that all the time, from all sorts, even the ones who were into the kink stuff. They always said that as they paddled his ass or jabbed a cigarette into his balls. Yeah, love, but with Josh, it had a new meaning for him.

Josh waited patiently. He could see some of the unspoken marks on Billy’s body and he expected that he would soon learn more about them, maybe even more than he wanted to. He saw the way Billy’s eyes were, and the way his face was set. It was strange for him, to see the sudden mood swings that came over Billy. One second they could be laughing and joking, the next he could see pure animal hate in those brooding eyes, other times it was fear, real and almost touchable. So, he waited.

“How come you haven’t asked me how I got the money for gas, food and even this hotel Josh? Is it that you don’t care or just not the curious type?”

“I kind of have it figured out.”

“Yeah? and what have you figured out?”

“Do we have to go into this Billy? I mean what difference does it make as long as we have each other and are together.”

“It matters, believe me it does. Now, just what is it that you figure I did to get the money… come on.”

“Well, I guess you did what I did with the truck driver that brought me to the truck stop where we met. You, uh, well, you let the guy, uh suck your dick.”

“Is that what the truck driver did to you?”

“Yeah.”

“Nothing else?”

“No, I swear it, nothing else.”

“Whoa, settle down. See, I guess it is important isn’t it?”

“What, I don’t get it.”

“See how riled up you got when you thought I didn’t believe you, when you thought that I was thinking you did more than let that geezer suck your dick, right?”

“I didn’t get riled up. It is just, well, that I don’t want you to think I would hide anything from you. I would tell you anything you want, honest Billy, I would.”

Josh watched Billy’s face as he spoke. He felt like they were at a

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turning point, and he waited, his eyes glues to Billy’s face.

Billy waited, his heart heavy, as he knew that once he started, there would be no stopping until everything was out in the open. He hoped that Josh wouldn’t freak out, but if he did, he really couldn’t blame him. He looked at Josh’s naked body, laying next to him, and he saw the pure milky white skin, the untouched skin broken by nothing but the occasional pimple. No red welts or cigarette burns to mar the perfect texture of Josh’s beauty.

“I know that Josh, but do you have any idea of what it is like being an escort?, I mean really do you?”

“Well, I guess not, not fully, I suppose I do have sort of an idea.”

“Well, that’s a start, but look, you want to hang with me, and to some that means you are going to be fair game too, do you understand that?”

“Not really, but I can carry my own weight, I mean if you show me what to do, I am a fast learner.”

“WHAT?

“You think I am asking you to become a whore with me? Is that how you think I feel about you? Just another dick to help bring in the money?”

Josh could see the anger in his eyes. He moved back on the bed as the force of Billy’s harsh words hit him.

“Billy, no that isn’t what I meant.”

“Well what did you mean by saying you could pull your own weight? What else is there that you could do? hmmm?”

“I just meant that I could do it too, only to help us out, not that you wanted it, but I want to contribute too, it isn’t right that you have to do all of that and I do nothing.”

“Well, but that isn’t the way it should be Josh, I don’t want you to turn tricks, you just aren’t hustler material.”

“I can do it Billy, and if you can do it for us, why can’t I?”

Billy sat staring at his feet. Every now and then he would glance over to Josh. This was harder than he had imagined it would be. There was no doubt that Josh was helplessly in love with him, and for some unknown reason, he was just as deeply taken with Josh. His heart was torn, part of him wanted to protect Josh from the life he had led, another part realized that together they could actually make some real money, and maybe get enough to actually get ahead. It would be hard, and he didn’t know if he could stand being around while some john played with Josh’s body.

“Do you have any idea of what you are getting into Josh? Do you really think you can turn tricks and not let it get to you or come between us?”

“No I guess I don’t, but it doesn’t matter. Billy you don’t know

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what it was like at home, and maybe it isn’t close to being the same, it doesn’t matter, cause all I ever wanted was to find someone to love, now I don’t have to, and yeah, maybe I don’t know how it is going to feel, but I do know that when it is all done, the customer’s go away and then it is just us, together.”

Josh looked into Billy’s eyes. He was afraid of losing the one thing that meant anything to him. He thought that Billy was trying to scare him away, but he was tenacious, and he couldn’t just leave, not now, not after all he had experienced in the last few days. His heart was pounding inside his chest.

It wasn’t supposed to go this way. He was supposed to say his thing, and watch the back of Josh as he left. He didn’t want him to leave, he had prayed he wouldn’t and yet here he was, not only refusing to let him scare him off, but fighting back. Josh was throwing his words right back to him. Could this be for real? Maybe this was why he had suddenly packed up and left LA a few months ago to come out to farm country, his old stomping grounds.

Billy continued to be silent. He gazed at Josh but his mind was elsewhere. How could he be so lucky? These things never happened in real life, yet here it was happening, and to him. He reached over and took Josh’s hand into his.

“I love you too, but Josh this is not a fairy tale, it is real, and well, you just don’t know how bad it can be at times, honest.”

Josh stared at Billy. He felt a slight tremor when Billy had taken his hand. It was funny, the way there seemed to be electrical energy passing between them, specially when they touched. He loved him so much, and yet he didn’t really know him, did he? Well, he was about to find out some of just who Billy was. He wasn’t sure how he would take it, well that wasn’t true, cause he did know, he loved him and it didn’t matter one damn bit what he did as long as he was with him now.

“I don’t care Billy, it doesn’t matter, honest, but if you want to tell me, okay, but I know it isn’t going to change how I feel for you, or if I plan to stay with you. Honest.”

Billy felt terrible. He wanted to believe Josh, he really did, but hell he wouldn’t stay with himself if he didn’t have to. Why couldn’t Josh have just been a good lay and nothing else. Come to think of it, just how did he get in past his armour? No one had ever gotten past his facade so quickly and so easily. Guess that is why he was feeling so terrible, he didn’t want to lose this special person. Maybe he could stop? Maybe he could, it had been done before, and well it might be an idea.

He looked across, seeing the trust in those blue eyes, and with his own set down, looking everywhere but at Josh he decided to start.

“You know Josh, you have this idea that basically all that happens is a guy sucks us off or we fuck them up the ass, right?”

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“Well, yeah, I suppose so.”

“Well, if you work the streets, the quick buck is for a blow job, sure, but if you want some real money, the kind that lets you live for a few days with a full belly you don’t just go to some dark spot and pull your pants down or let the john pull his down. There is a hell of a lot more to it.

“Josh, even the so called easy buck on the streets isn’t easy. Guys get killed at worse, sometimes they just get maimed or beaten to a pulp or other things.

“There was this time, hell it wasn’t all that long ago. I had lost a few of my regulars, you could say, and needed some quick cash, so I went down to the boulevard and tried to pick up a few stray johns.

“After fighting off some of the other hustlers, I found a lamp post and was ready. I hadn’t been there for some time, so I was kind of fresh meat for the regulars, and managed a few of them. A quick tour down an alley, unzip and let them have their fun. It was easy, but I needed more, and I forgot the rules.

“I was standing by this wall, ya see and had my shirt up, sort of showing off the stomach, you kind of have to do that, if you want to get noticed, and well it was getting on, and this van drove up.

“The guy didn’t look too bad, I mean he seemed alright, but I made this rule, never get into a vehicle where you couldn’t tell who was in it or how many. That cost me a lot in dates, but until that night, well at least I never got really banged up.

“The guy looked okay, and he talked nice, polite you know, and well we talked a bit and he wanted to know if I liked to party. Now, that can mean lots of things, but to me it sort of just slipped by me. He offered me a $100 bucks to party with him, and like an idiot I just jumped in and let him drive away.

“Just as we got moving down the road, a pair of hands grabbed me and held me back while another pair of hands slipped a ski mask over my face. The guy had friends and they told me to keep quiet and enjoy the trip or else they would make it even harder for me. What else could I do, and besides, it made sense, cooperate and you lived, don’t and you wind up in a ditch with the shit kicked out of you.

“They pulled me into the back of the van, and I couldn’t see anything. They had the mask on and then one of them took my shirt off. He tied my hands up then, so I couldn’t move. It wasn’t fun, being basically blind like that.

“Josh, you sure you want to hear all of this?”

“Yes, I do. I didn’t at first, but now I know I have to hear it all, not so I can change my mind, but so you’ll know that I mean it when I say I ain’t going nowhere.”

“Okay, have it your way.”

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“Well, after they tied my hands up, one of them started to take my pants off, the other guy held me down. He told me to be real nice and they would let me go after they had their money’s worth.

“Funny that, they made it sound like they were still gonna pay, so I let them undress me. It was scary Josh ‘cause I could hear them breathing, and feel them but hadn’t a clue as to what they looked like.

“One of them was in a real hurry, he had me bent over as soon as he had finished stripping my clothes off. He pushed me over, and stuck two of his fingers up my asshole.

“It hurt Josh, ‘cause I wasn’t even expecting it. He just rammed his fingers into me, pushing and the other guy kept me on my side, my head was buried into some mattress or something, and man it stunk.

“He only rammed his fingers in a few times, then I heard him spit and I knew he was going to fuck me. I tried to twist around so it wouldn’t be so hard to take, but they wouldn’t let me. They had me so my head was pushed down and my ass was sticking out side ways.

“The guy behind me slapped my ass cheeks a few times, really hard and it stung, and then I could feel him moving in. It felt weird, not being able to see, and he pushed his hips up to my ass crack, spreading them with one hand, and wedging his cock head in.

“It felt really big, Josh, and he didn’t wait, he felt around, pushing his cock up a bit, until it rested against my hole, and there was no way I could relax, they made sure of that.

“He didn’t wait Josh, he just pushed as hard as he could and his cock went ramming up my tight hole. It fucking hurt like hell and I screamed loudly Josh, louder than at any other time in my life. I felt like my whole insides where being ripped open by this huge cock. It felt so huge, and it wasn’t stopping either. I could feel the guy’s balls slap my ass cheeks and the guy holding me down was drooling. I knew that ‘cause I felt his drool on my neck.

“He pounded his cock into my hole a few times, then he lifted me up and made me sit on his hard rod. It felt so painful, the way he just pushed it in, and he had his hand wrapped around my own cock, and he was squeezing it hard, so hard that I wasn’t sure which hurt more, the big cock up my ass or his hand around my dick.

“Him and his partner made me ride that cock and each time it pushed in it hurt even more. I was almost in tears from the pain and I was begging them to stop, I couldn’t believe it, me, the tough guy, crying and begging these guys who I couldn’t see to stop hurting me. All I got for my tears was laughter.

“Yeah Josh, that is all they did, they laughed and pounded my ass hard. They would have kept on going except the guy up front yelled at them to wait until they got to the ‘barn’ as he called it. They didn’t like that and argued about it. I tried to get off and the guy who had held me

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down, slapped my face and then he reached across and twisted one of my nipples until I cried out in pain. The guy who was inside me, pushed me off of him, and I went forward into the other guy. He was pissed off and slapped me some, then the other guy told him to hold my head, and he came around and jammed his cock into my mouth.

“He cleaned it off in my mouth Josh, fresh from my own asshole, and he made me suck it clean. I felt like I was going to puke, but he wouldn’t stop until he was satisfied, then he tied up my legs too. I was trussed up like a pig for market, and they stuck me in a corner until the truck stopped.

“I was dragged out and taken to some place. It was cold out and they tied me to a tree while they went inside somewhere. I was blindfolded still and buck naked. I shook with fear Josh, I had no idea where I was, who I was with or what was going to happen next.

“You don’t ever realize how alone this life is Josh, they had me tied up at a tree and left me there. I didn’t know what was going to happen and even if I did, there wasn’t a fucking thing I could do about it, but that wasn’t the worse part.”

Josh had tears in his eyes and he could barely see Billy through them. His heart was aching for him, and he could feel the damp sweat on Billy’s hands. He squeezed it hard, trying to let him know that he was there for him, that he always would be.

“I hung there, and you know what kept going through my head? That if they killed me, there wasn’t a fucking soul in the whole damn world that would cry about it, and there was no one who would care, in other words I was useless, just a piece of meat to satisfy some old bastard who couldn’t get it the real way.

“I don’t know how long I was there before I could hear them come out. It must of been at least an hour or so. They laughed and I could smell the booze on them.

“It was a freaky feeling Josh, being helpless like that. I knew I was shaking some and I was licking my lips, my mouth was so dry from the fear.

“‘Hey the little slut needs a drink,’ one of them said, and then one asked if I wanted something to drink, and I mumbled yes. He told me to open my mouth and he would give me something. I did what he said.

“A hot stream hit my mouth and I tasted something really salty and knew the bastard was pissing in my mouth. I tried to close my mouth and turn away but another guy reached out and grabbed my chin, forcing my face towards the guy pissing, and told me to keep my mouth open or else. What could I do? I let them piss in my mouth and all over me, and I only threw up twice, which only made them laugh more and they pissed all over me.”

Billy shivered as he told his story. He couldn’t look at Josh but he

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could feel his hand, and the occasional tightening of his hand meant more to him than he could admit. Somehow, his story wasn’t making Josh run away, instead he seemed to want to be closer and his heart was pounding. His mind was slowly coming to realize that Josh was for real, and wasn’t just a passing fancy, or that his feelings for him was infatuation. He felt himself get more strength as he continued with his story.

“After they finished pissing all over me they untied me from the tree. One of them had jerked off while the other’s had been pissing and he put his hand to my mouth and made me lick his cum off it. I never felt so helpless, so useless as I did then. It was never that bad before, and I hope it never ever gets that bad again.”

Billy stopped, his head lowered. He was breathing hard now and sweat glistened all over his body.

Josh reached out, and drew Billy into his body. He could feel him shaking as he held him tight to his bosom. How could anyone do that, or get off on it? He was scared by the story Billy was telling him and he vowed that he wouldn’t ever let that happen again, no matter what.

Josh lifted Billy’s head and he kissed him lightly on the lips. His lips brushed Billy’s and he could feel Billy’s heart start to race and pound. Billy placed his arms around Josh and held him tight, and at once, both opened their eyes, to look into the other’s and a bond of love seemed to pass between them.

Billy lay there stunned. It was amazing, only seconds earlier he had been shivering with the fear from his memories, and now, now he was feeling warm and tingly all over. His heart didn’t ache anymore, and in the far recesses of his brain, the dark thoughts were being buried. His eyes felt like they were open for the first time in his life as he gazed lovingly into the blue mirrors of Josh’s eyes.

Josh was warm all over. His whole body felt like it was wrapped in a nice warm blanket instead of the sweat soaked skin of Billy. He could feel the love and he realized that his blanket of warmth was made up of his and Billy’s love for each other.

They lay there, facing each other on the bed, their eyes locked onto the soul of the other. Josh had never felt this way and he could feel his penis, it was rock hard and pressing up against the solid cock of Billy.

They held each other in their arms, each lost within the other. Josh could feel Billy’s thoughts, inside his own brain.

“YES I DO,” he heard himself answer the silent voice in his mind. “YES I DO,” he murmured and he could feel his heart start to pound inside his chest, and each beat was answered by another equally strong beat from without.

Billy started to feel a rising tidal wave of fear inside him when suddenly it was pushed back. A strange warmth had entered his entire

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body and he could feel a reassuring voice echoing inside his head. It was Josh, yet it couldn’t be. Josh was kissing him, under the chin. His heart suddenly leapt forward, beating strong now as if it was two hearts pumping inside him rather than one.

He could feel his blood rushing from his limbs now, it was hurdling toward his groin and his throbbing penis and he wrapped his arms around Josh even tighter. It was as if he wanted to join his body with that of Josh’s and he felt a strange jolt pass between the two bodies.

Josh could feel Billy’s blood rushing to his cock. He could feel the heat coming from between their legs where their two cocks were busy kissing each other. He raised his head from under Billy’s chin and kissed him deeply on the mouth. He could still here Billy’s voice inside his head.

His own blood started to rush from his limbs towards his fully erect penis. Josh swayed slightly in Billy’s grasp as his balls swung upwards. The taste of Billy’s mouth was like something he had never tasted. It was sweet and he felt he could spend forever tasting it.

Billy felt like he was not alone. Somehow, he knew that everything he was feeling, Josh was feeling. His body was trembling as he sat there, arm in arm with Josh. Their lips locked together, their hearts now joined. He could feel the room spinning, and as he started to tilt his head, he felt Josh hold him up.

‘Oh God he really loves me,’ he thought and he heard the answer ring in his head. His heart skipped a beat, his breathing became ragged as the words bounced around inside his head.

Billy was shaking hard now, as was Josh. They both were kissing, Josh’s tongue was deep inside Billy’s mouth as Billy’s own tongue was caressing it as it roamed around inside his mouth. His hands now clasped Josh’s arms, his fingers dug into the warm flesh. He could feel the pressure run through Josh’s body as he shook. Josh’s hands tightened their own hold, the pressure on his back was intense and his cock was rubbing urgently up against the hard throbbing penis of Josh.

Suddenly he felt Josh’s body tremble, and he could see brilliant flashes of dark purple race across Josh’s eyes and he could feel it now, he could feel the warm white milky cum leave the large bouncing balls of Josh. Billy could actually feel the hot milk travel out of the balls and start their journey up the throbbing cock shaft towards the jerking cock head. His own body ached now and he leaned in closer as he saw the first white splash of hot cream come pouring out. His brain saw the tiny pee slit open and the huge wave of white come out, striking his stomach.

Josh was groaning and he could hear a voice telling him ‘YES’ and he let himself go. He started to tremble and a large tremor washed through his body as he felt his balls strike hard up against his cock, and

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he could feel the heat increase between their bodies.

Billy felt like he was a spectator and yet he could feel the jerking motion of Josh’s penis, he could feel the sudden release of all the deep pressure in Josh’s body as the cock shot load after load of hot milk against his own stomach. He was fascinated by the way his own cock seemed to try and leap upwards, to intercept the flowing milk and then he felt something else, he felt Josh inside him, begging him for release and as he listened to the soft quiet voice pleading, his own cock jerked hard, and he could hear now the roar of his own juices flowing.

His body pushed forward as the second hot splash of Josh’s cum splattered against his hard stomach. Every muscle in his body started to groan, and he could feel a strong hand caress each and every fibre of his body, stroking it with a light gentle touch. His body jerked under the soft caress, his mind now reeled in joy as his own milky white cum came boiling out of his balls, travelling with unreal speed towards his pulsing penis.

Josh could feel each muscle as it tightened up in Billy’s body. He felt the strong sinews as they wound themselves up and he could feel the strength in them as he touched them, gently with his mind.

Josh felt like his mind was floating in the air, watching his body jerk to his exploding cum and watching Billy’s body get splattered by the hot cum. He could see that each drop hitting Billy’s washboard stomach was sending wave after wave of pleasure through his body. He saw the strong muscles coil inside the frame, feel them tense and then as the thick white milk came flooding out of Billy’s throbbing penis, he could see the muscles recoil, and load again, and then after each hot load, he could feel them ready for yet another.

His mind roamed the room, meeting Billy’s own thoughts floating in the air. He could feel Billy’s unbelievable realization that he was in love with Josh, and that Josh actually loved him back. He could feel how Billy’s heart ached from his past but was now healing as his breath blew through each chamber, flooding it with his scent, his warmth, his love.

Josh’s mind watched as the two bodies slowly stopped their wild dance in each other’s arms. Their throbbing hard cocks slowly sinking as the last of their hot milk dribbled out onto each other’s softening skin. As there two cocks slowly softened, their bodies slowly collapsed onto each other. Both of them, spent and exhausted. Drying milky white cum covered both stomachs, drops everywhere attached to their skin.

Their heads fell across the other’s chest, their breathing now suddenly returning to normal. The loud pants no longer echoed across the dark motel room.

Billy couldn’t believe it. He had shot the largest load ever of his

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cum, and yet Josh’s hands or mouth had never touched him. He was still in a fog as he lay there, his one arm over Josh’s shoulder, the long strands of his hair tickled his nostrils as he slowly regained his composure.

Josh had never felt so loved and so amazed. If this was what love was really like he hoped it would never ever end. The feeling was like being on the top of the highest mountain, with his name reverberating all around him. Billy’s hot breath gently blew through his hair, making it gently float up with each puff.

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