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Chapter 5
Josh had a sheepish grin on his face as he gazed affectionately into Billy’s dark eyes. He couldn’t even recall where he was, just that he was with someone who actually cared for him. He could feel the love, actually touch it as it wrapped itself around his thin naked body.
Billy could only hear the gentle slapping sound of the water against the pool’s edge’s. He saw his man, bathed in the golden glow of the afternoon setting sun, and his heart felt nothing but pure joy at the sight. This was something he had never really experienced, for all of his years being on his own. It was something he was never going to let go of, least not willingly.
He reached out, gingerly to touch the hot sweating body in front
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of him. The touch was like grabbing hold of a shimmering bolt of lightning, but he held it and together they simply turned to the pool and dove in. The crisp coolness of the water helped to calm their aching hearts and ease the burdens of their souls. For a brief time, nothing existed in the world but the two of them.
Splashing and laughing they swam the pool length and back again, finally clinging to the cement edge near the diving board. Their eyes still deeply locked into the other’s. For them, the world no longer intruded into their thoughts. Billy couldn’t think of anything but of watching his man swim in the crystal clear blue of the water. It was as if, well as if time had stood still. Life involved only himself and Josh. He had a smile on his face that if any of his friends had seen, they would of sworn he was drunk or on some heavy drugs. The white of his teeth seemed to sparkle as he kept his gaze affixed to Josh’s face.
They paddled back and forth, always touching whenever possible. Time had no meaning and all that they cared about was enjoying the carefree time together. Back and forth they swam, walked, floated. It was a memory that each boy was searing into their brains for later, when times would be rough or bad, so that they could have something to conjure up to ease the pain.
The world finally started to intrude onto their thoughts and with the sun setting over the trees of the yard, they both came back down to earth. Billy noticed that they were alone and he got up out of the pool to go and rest in one of the many chaise lounges scattered around the pool. The warmth of the late sun warmed him immediately and he watched Josh swim a few more times around the pool.
He saw the thin pale body knifing through the calm blue of the water, his body almost pure white but a few more days of this and he would have a great tan. Billy lay on a towel, his body almost dried as Josh finally had enough of splashing around on his own and he rose up out of the pool. He saw first the head, the blonde hair matted down towards his shoulder’s, his lanky chest next, almost hairless but you could see the beginnings of chest hair in the deep ‘v’ of the body.
Josh rose up, his muscles tight as he hefted himself up. He brought his legs up, showing a clear view of his groin towards the reclining Billy. As he smiled towards his lover, he couldn’t help but notice the way Billy’s own softened penis was already stirring once again. He never thought he could have too much sex, and it looked like he would put that thought to the test. God, he looked so damn handsome, laying there.
His whole body was dripping as he padded over towards Billy. He shook his head as he walked, sending small showers of spray all over. Josh managed to take in the massive patio and saw chairs but no Gordon. Well, that was okay, he wanted to just sit next to Billy for now, and forget everything else.
He pulled a lounge chair of his own up next to Billy, and reached down to kiss his man. It was so unreal, the way he felt the need to always be close to Billy or to touch him whenever there was an opportunity. Guess that is what they meant by ‘honeymooner’s’ and he certainly was enjoying it. He lay down on the chair, a towel under him but letting the sun warm his body as he closed his eyes. He felt Billy reach over and take his hand and together they lay there, hand in hand, sunning themselves and just being together.
The sound of Gordon’s bellowing voice woke them up. Billy sat up, his hand still holding onto Josh’s. Carefully he looked over to see Josh rubbing his eye with his free hand and he could feel his heart do a flip inside his chest. His groin seemed to feel it too as his limp penis jerked slightly, as if it, too, was waking up from a long sleep. He smiled, seeing Josh respond. His heart pounded more as he could still feel the lingering effects of their afternoon delight.
The booming voice grew louder and suddenly from the side portico appeared a vision in white. Josh blinked as he saw the small figure darting towards them, a worried frown across his brown face. He looked like an ancient wizard dressed in white.
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“Don’t worry Josh, that’s Manuel, Gordon’s houseman.”
The small shape kept coming and Josh saw Billy throw the towel around his crotch and he realized that they were buck naked out here. He fumbled a bit as the figure came closer but managed to cover his own genitals up in time.
“Mister Billy… you back at last… how nice to have you here… Mr. Gordon… he would like to see you in the study. Uh… your friend… he to go too…”
“Okay Manuel. Uh, we’ll just take a minute to get decent.”
“No, no. No you go now… I take your clothes up to the room… you wear towel. Mr. Gordon needs you now… he forgot he has company coming tonight… very important you both go now… please Mister Billy…”
“All right Manuel. We’ll go now… come on Josh wrap that towel and follow me… his lordship is in another of his dithers… hehe. Still glad you came along?”
Josh had seen the way the servant had fussed around, picking up their discarded clothes and he felt rather embarrassed. The way he sat there, while some old man picked up after him, and now they were summoned to the manner. It was strange for him, the talk of being in a dither and all that stuff. Was this what it was like, living gay?
He saw the way Billy handled it and he could see the mirth in his dark eyes. They absolutely sparkled in the gathering dusk and he could feel himself falling in love all over again for Billy. It was strange, but every time he looked at him, it was like it was for the first time. His heart would start to beat faster and his palms would start to sweat. Each look was like he was just seeing Billy, and judging by his groin, there was no doubt that his body constantly was aching for him.
Together, the two wrapped up boys padded off to the house to see what the ruckus was all about. It was a strange site for Josh, to see Billy walking with a towel wrapped around his butt. The way his cheeks formed inside the tightly held cotton was so damn sensual. If Billy looked back he would know exactly what was going through Josh’s head.
As they walked into the study, there was no denying that Gordon was in a panic. He was pacing back and forth, a small black cell phone in his rather large hands. His voice was several octaves higher as he was pleading to the person on the other end for something or other. He saw Billy and Josh and motioned them to sit.
The conversation dragged on and Josh had some time to look around the main study. He saw books and several objects encased in glass throughout the room. The each had their own little lights above or below them and from what he knew of objects de art, he knew that these were valuable treasures. Some of them even looked half way
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interesting.
Finally the high voice stopped and the phone was thrown to a couch. Gordon slumped into a big oversized chair and he put his hands together.
“Billy… I am in trouble… how stupid a man I am. You have no idea…”
“Settle down Gordon. What’s the big trouble?”
“Didn’t Manuel tell you? My God man. I forgot that I am entertaining some rather hoity toity people tonight and like an idiot… I gave the cook and maid the entire week off. Now what am I going to do? It is a CATASTROPHE BILLY… I AM RUINED!”
“Whoa there… always with the theatrics… hehe. Okay, so why can’t you just get someone else in to cook or… hell why don’t you order in? Can’t be all that difficult…”
“Order in? YOU ARE A SAVIOR… now why didn’t I think of that? Well that is one problem solved… now for the next… can you and Josh here serve the food? I mean act as my staff ?”
“Well… I can… how about it Josh? Up to some fancy food serving?”
“Yeah, sure, I can do that…”
“Well… excellent… excellent… now that is solved. Uh, Manuel can see that you get some decent clothes to wear… let me see… you are about a 30 or 32 waist Josh?”
“Uh… 30… but how… I mean…”
“Sshh, it’s nothing… a knack I have. Okay, you go tell Manuel to find you some dark pants and a nice shirt… tell him to get a pair out for Billy as well…”
“Uh, sure… now?”
“Yes. Yes. Please now… there isn’t all that much time. I need to talk with Billy a bit more… go.”
“Uh, well… okay…”
Josh left rather mystified by the sudden expulsion from the study. He wandered the hallway calling for Manuel as his brain tried to figure it all out. First he was being thanked then shown the door. Man that Gordon sure did get himself worked up fast and for what, some fancy party? Oh well, he figured at least he’d be able to show that he was a good guest, and could pull his own weight.
Billy waited till the door closed and Josh had time to meander away from the door. He knew there was a lot more to Gordon’s sudden panic, and when he sent Josh off, he was sure of it. He waited patiently for Gordon to drop the other shoe.
“Well, is there something else you need solved? Or do I have time to get a shower in before becoming one of your waiters?”
“Hmmm, yes you have time… dinner isn’t until 10 and no one will
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be arriving much before 9… but yes there is more… you know me well William.”
‘William,’ well that was a give away. He could see small beads of sweat around Gordon’s forehead, something he rarely saw. Gordon may have been a big man, and yet he hardly ever seemed ruffled or over exerted, but now he seemed rather agitated. It was obvious that this was more than just a dinner party of acquaintances.
“Yes I do Gordon… so come on out with it.”
Gordon looked straight across to Billy. He had never been in this type of position for a long time, but he had no choice. Quietly he spoke of the situation, outlining the problem and his idea of how to best solve it. Billy sat there, the towel no longer clenched in his hands but his semi aroused penis was no longer waking up. It seemed to have gone back to sleep as Gordon poured out his situation.
It took some time, but eventually the discourse was over. Billy sat there, his hands clenching the arms of his chair, his knuckles white from the strain. He was stunned, and amazed that Gordon had gotten himself into this kind of trouble. He could see how it made him afraid, and he also knew that he held the answer to help. The question for him, was how to use this to his benefit, or should he even try? These thoughts passed through his brain quickly as he saw the worry written all over Gordon’s face.
“What about Josh?”
“What about him… this is between us.”
“Well… yes… sort of… but I have to tell him…”
Gordon was amazed, he had expected that Billy would be making some demands now, he would in his place, well maybe he would. These hustler’s were only interested in one thing, his money, and so far none had ever done anything to alter that opinion, at least until now. Or maybe Billy was just laying some groundwork? Yes that had to be it. Well he’d be damned if he would fall for this routine.
“I suppose if you feel the need to tell him, that is your concern Billy.”
There was a hard edge to Gordon’s voice that brought Billy’s head upright. Now what was bugging him? He had agreed and all he wanted was that he tell Josh the details of it. How could that piss Gordon off ? Then suddenly the light went on and he understood. Gordon had expected him to ask for something else, to be in character, and he wasn’t sure where this was going, so he was putting on his tough guy front. Well, the old boy certainly didn’t have much of an opinion of him did he?
“I can’t keep this from him Gordon. I love him and it won’t work if we have secrets. Honest… that’s all I want.”
“Really? You sure?”
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There it was, out in the open now. Gordon wasn’t a fool even though sometimes he may act like one. He had a knack of getting down to the details rather fast when he wanted to.
“Gordon… you remember last year when I got sick with the flu?”
“Yes… I do… what about it?”
“I don’t forget those things… that and all the other small things that maybe didn’t mean much to you… but they do to me… there isn’t anything else. I am doing this because you need my help for a change. I figure I owe you that. Shit, I owe you more than that… it is just that I won’t do it behind Josh’s back. I really am in love with him…”
Gordon could see the hurt in Billy’s face, and his own softened as he realized that Billy actually did mean something to him other than just a night’s pleasure. They had been seeing each other for years, and somehow a friendship had indeed developed. He was amazed that while he could see it, that Billy had seen it. Most young men in his position would have leapt at the opportunity to hold him for ransom, so to speak. Here was Billy not only refusing that, but making it easy for him to get out of his predicament.
“I am sorry Billy… yes you are different… it is just my anxiety for this evening… and I can see the wisdom in your words… do you want any help in talking to Josh? Maybe I can help soften the blow?”
“No… thanks Gordon… no… you go ahead with getting your little party together. I think I better go get ready and talk to Josh… he’ll be okay. Don’t worry… and thanks Gordon.”
“Thanks? No my boy… it’s me who should thank you… Billy… if there was any way to avoid this…”
“I know… no sweat Gordon… besides it’s only for a few hours… I’ll manage.”
The silence in the room was deafening. Josh was moving around, dressing quietly but refusing to make eye contact with Billy. He was pouting, there was no other way to put it and Billy was feeling exasperated by the whole thing. Damn it, maybe Gordon was right and he should have kept his mouth shut, but fuck that crap. Josh knew what he was, and he had insisted on being a part of the whole thing. Well this was part of it, and now he wasn’t happy about it?
“You gonna give me the silent routine all night long?”
“No… no… Billy, but… shit why do you have to do this?”
“You really think I want to ?”
“Well… I don’t know…”
“You don’t? That doesn’t say much for your faith in me… or your trust.”
“That’s a low blow Billy…”
“Is it?”
“Yes… you fucking know it is…”
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“NO I don’t Josh… I mean shit… ever since I told you you’ve been walking around like I am a leper or something…”
“Have not… well… no, it’s just I don’t see why you have to do this?”
“Look, I explained this to you… Gordon is in a bind… this gets him out of it… and besides… we owe him Josh…”
“Yeah… I guess… I just… fuck I don’t know… I mean it isn’t like I didn’t expect this… it is just… I don’t know… I guess I am sort of scared…”
“Scared? Of what? I mean you know I take precautions… you know that I am careful… so what is it that’s scaring you?”
“Nothing… never mind… come on, we should get down and start getting stuff ready…”
“Whoa… look… this isn’t about me doing this favor is it? What the fuck is going on Josh?”
“Let’s drop it okay… it’s just me being stupid… okay?”
“NO… you gave me shit about keeping you in the dark… now I tell you and you still weird out on me… fucking Christ… now spill it…”
“Look… Billy I love you… I… shit… we don’t have time for this…”
“Then we’ll make the fucking time… now what the hell is this all about?”
Josh finally stopped walking around the room and sat down in the arm chair by the table. He looked like he had just eaten the worst tasting food in his life. His face was contorted with all of the emotions running through him. He wondered if he should maybe tell Billy his fears, his thoughts, or should he keep them inside? He never really knew how to speak his heart, and the one time he had, well, he and Billy did become closer. He just wasn’t used to this openness.
Suddenly he could feel Billy’s presence. He looked up to see Billy kneeling beside him, his hand resting on his knee, his dark eyes staring pleadingly into his own blue eyes. There was a softness, something he wasn’t all that used to seeing in Billy’s face.
“Come on Josh… I love you… you can tell me anything… that’s what it all means you know… sharing everything… good and bad… so come on… tell me what it is all about… please.”
There wasn’t anyway for him to refuse. Tears welled up in his eyes and he grabbed hold of Billy’s hand. The touch sent a shiver through his whole body and he knew that he could trust him, he always knew that but he never felt like it would be tested. He could feel his heart pounding as he gazed into Billy’s eyes, feeling the love and the caring inside.
“To be honest… I don’t know what it is… I just got this feeling…
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sort of like… fuck I don’t know how to say it… hell I don’t even know how to say it to myself… I just worry about you… and the idea of some guy… I know… its only business… still…”
“Yeah… but look, I suppose I could of refused… but we have it good here… and well… I owe him… I can’t let him down… anymore than I can let you down. You understand that don’t you?”
“Yeah… I do… I guess it’s just… fuck, I just hate having to live this way. I guess I thought I could handle it… but… I don’t want to share you. Stupid huh?”
“No Josh. I don’t want to share you either. But sometimes, well sometimes we have to do things we don’t want, in order to live. Look, if I do this so that Gordon gets off the hook… maybe we can work it so neither of us has to do this shit anymore? Okay?”
“Uh… how you going to work that? I mean we can’t stay here unless.… so…”
“Well… yeah I know… look we’ll talk about it later… for now just know that no matter what… I am yours only… there isn’t anyone else I’d rather be with… you do know that?”
“Yes… yeah, I do. I know you can’t help it. I’d be the same way if I was you… I am sorry Billy…”
“It’s cool… don’t sweat it. Come on, we better get a move on before Gordon has kittens… and remember… be nice and don’t drop anything…”
“Yeah… listen to him… as if… okay… ’ll be good… and yes… careful…”
The party seemed to have been a success and Josh felt he had done a good job of it. The aftermath was only one broken glass, and at least it wasn’t anything all that expensive. Gordon had been a true host, and the group seemed to be some sort of business gathering. He was kept pretty busy with the drinks and food plates but now it was all over. The last guest had departed and Manuel had the clean up well in hand.
Billy had left sometime earlier with a tall dark man. Josh took an instant dislike to the man, even before he knew that this was the special favor that Gordon needed help with. The guy had a dark beard and his eyes looked sinister but he thought he was mistaken, until he found that this was Billy’s date for the night. It was hard for him to pass him drinks, and man the guy could sure drink. He also made several trips to the small study with one or two other men throughout the evening and his laugh grated on Josh’s nerves.
The clock was striking 2am and everyone had finally left. Josh sat down in the main room, staring at the ornate clock chiming away. His feet were sore and he felt rather exhausted, he hadn’t worked for a while and wasn’t all that used to it. He also was starting to feel nervous about Billy. He should of been back by now.
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Gordon had changed and was dressed in his usual khaki pants and pull over sweater as he came down the stairs. He saw Josh sitting alone on the settee and he could see him glaring at the clock. Looking at his own wristwatch, he too was wondering where Billy was. Cautiously he sat down next to Josh, and he could feel the tension rise. Josh didn’t think too much of him right now, and frankly he couldn’t agree more with the assessment.
“Shouldn’t he be back by now?”
“Well… he shouldn’t be much longer Josh… I… well…”
“I know… Billy explained it to me Gordon… it’s just, I don’t know… I really miss him and… well… this is the first time he’s been away from me… least since we first met…”
“Really? Well I didn’t know that. I can understand your worry… by the way, thank you for your help this evening. I really do appreciate it.”
“Huh? Oh that… wasn’t anything… you aren’t a bad guy Gordon. I am just… I don’t know, kind of new to all this stuff. I didn’t break anything at least.”
“Hehe… well thank you. You did very well and I am sure Billy won’t be much longer. Look, why don’t you go upstairs and wait for him in your room? You have to be exhausted.”
“No… that’s okay… least if you don’t mind… I’d kind of like to stay here and wait. I don’t think I could stand being upstairs without him.”
“Well… okay, how about we wait for Mr. Billy together? Is that okay Josh?”
“Yeah… that would be nice. Thanks Gordon.”
The clock continued its onward march and the two sat there, watching the minutes pass by. Josh was more tired than he realized and he could barely keep his eyes open. The night was cool as well and he found himself nestled next to the warm bulk of Gordon. For some reason it just seemed natural for him to curl up into that body. He had his stocking feet tucked up under his rump and he rested his head on Gordon’s shoulder. Gordon, for his part, was feeling the tension of waiting. He fidgeted but once Josh lay next to him, he placed his massive arm around the boy’s shoulder, bringing his lithe body into his own stocky frame.
It felt good, him holding Josh and yet different. There was no thought of anything sexual, just a warm feeling. For a strange reason, he seemed to feel like a father, as if Josh was his very own and that together they were waiting up for the older brother. This was certainly a new feeling for Gordon, though if he admitted it, it was a feeling he had always been looking for.
Gordon watched the time tick away and his concern was rising with each passing minute. Billy should have been back before 2am and still
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there wasn’t any word from him or sign of him. This wasn’t looking good and he could only feel a deep sense of foreboding as the time continued its march towards dawn.
He didn’t like to be in this position, but more than that, he felt like he was letting someone he cared about down. Strange, but he never really thought much about the boys he had. Billy had struck a chord with him, and was a definite favorite. He enjoyed their times together and it was never a rush. Sure, money exchanged hands, but it never felt like the sordid deal society seemed to make of it. Billy was, well, special. Now he had Josh here, something good in Billy’s life, and to be honest, Gordon didn’t know much about Billy. He liked it that way, keeping his distance, but this time he had violated his own rules.
They had only been there the day, and yet already he felt like these were his boys, and now one was late and he was being a typical father, worrying and swearing that when the wayward youth arrived he’d get a real dressing down, then the next second he was wondering if he should call the police or the hospitals. Damn, if Billy didn’t phone, or better yet, show up in the next half hour he would call.
As the clock ticked away, Gordon could feel the gentle even breath on his cheeks as Josh slept. He looked so damn cute laying there, and it just felt right too. Gordon thought about all this, as the time passed. He never really let himself get close to any of his boys. Billy had come the closest and now look at him, he was a nervous wreck because of it. Maybe he shouldn’t get further involved, but damn it, it felt so good to feel needed by him and Josh. Well, okay by Billy at least.
At first, when Billy had first made his proposal, he had only thought of the fun it would be to have two young stallions like Billy and Josh servicing his needs. After that episode by the pool he felt like he was on top of the world, the way they moved together. Even the thought of it made him hard again, but it was different. Hard for him to put into words, but it was like he was being given a chance to experience something unique. This wasn’t just a sex thing, least not between Billy and Josh, it went deeper than that, and here he was feeling some of that difference.
He’d never been worried like this about someone. For his entire life he had managed to skate through it, never really having to deal with the emotional baggage of being in love or of caring for someone. Sure, he liked his boys, and most Christmas’ time he would even throw the best of them a small party with gifts and stuff.
For the most part, he ran a taut ship, he would send someone home without even a thought as to their needs if they were unusually later for a date, or if they didn’t perform as he desired. Rarely did he let himself even ask about their lives, to him it was purely a business arrangement. The good ones, like Billy, he would give a gift to or make
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an allowance to, but he kept his distance. Now, here he was, not only involved, but amazed at how it happened. Not for a second had he really expected Billy to agree to this without some quid pro quo.
Instead, he spent the evening trying to figure out just what was Billy’s game. He was totally surprised by the way Billy had spoken to him and had even acknowledged that there was something between them. Too late he had come to realize that Billy did mean something to him, something more than just a good looking young man to mount every now and then. What was really eating at him, was that he had let his guard down and he didn’t even know it. He was hooked, pure and simple and a small tear came to his eyes as he realized he had been missing a great deal that life had to offer.
Well, for whatever reason, God seemed to have given him another chance at making his life more fulfilled and maybe this time around he could be worthy of that chance. Least he hoped he would, but first Billy had to get back safe and sound. Gordon glanced up to the clock to see it had passed his deadline and now he had to make a tough choice. If he moved, he would waken Josh, and then what? How could he explain his own concern to this gentle creature who had trusted in him? Well, he couldn’t wait much longer and as he started to shift his weight to try and let Josh stay asleep and get himself up, he heard a car come along the driveway.
Josh heard the slamming of a door and woke up, rubbing his eyes. He glanced at the clock and was stunned at how much time had expired. He looked over to see Gordon rising to rush towards the door. Man he could move when he wanted to. Guess he was worried too, and he sat up as the door bell chimed throughout the house.
As the door chime still echoed in the hallway, Gordon threw open the door. Standing in the doorway was a sunken figure, in pain but still managing to stand tall.
“Hey Gordon… can you take care of the cab… I need to sit down…”
Josh was by Gordon’s side and he quickly reached out to grab hold of Billy. He looked like shit, his face seemed to be bruised somewhat but his eyes looked even worse. They were glassy and lifeless and there was no doubt that Billy was sweating as well and yet it was cool outside. A nice breeze was blowing in off the bay yet he was covered in sweat. His shirt looked damp and was untucked.
“Hey Josh… what you doing up?’
“Uh… waiting for you… come on let me help you inside.”
“Yes… Josh you take Billy up to your room. I’ll go tend to the cab and be right up… are you alright Billy?”
“I feel like shit… thanks for asking… but yeah… I’ll live… hehe, just another night in the life a slut… right Gordon?”
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“No Billy… Josh… take him upstairs now please… I’ll be there immediately.”
Billy lurched forward, but Josh took hold of him and lead him inside. He had Billy leaning on him and he felt frightened. What had happened? Billy looked like he had been through hell, and as they came inside, he could see the bruises across his face. It looked like he had been hit and there was no doubt that he was gonna have one beaut of a black eye. Slowly he took him along the hallway, not sure what to say.
The cab driver waited a few steps back of Billy and Gordon tended to him quickly. The extra $20 helped to keep the questions down to a minimum and the cab was departing as Gordon leaned against his ornate door. Anger was across his face and concern as well. No one, no one, could do this to one of his boys. Damn it, this was meant as a means to satisfy a simple wager, there was no call for this kind of treatment. Gordon knew that he would have to take action but first he had to see to Billy. He steeled himself, knowing that he was about to change his entire life, and first he had to make it right with not just Billy, but with Josh.
That was going to be tough he realized as he strode up the long winding staircase. Josh was not going to be easily placated and he didn’t blame him either. This was not supposed to have happened, but it had and now he had to deal with it. As he came to the top of the stairs, he realized that he was taking this personally. Billy did mean something to him after all, just as Billy had said.
He called for Manuel, and headed towards the room he had given over for Billy and Josh to use. Well, the room wasn’t his best but it was time to change that tomorrow. Gordon had his mind made up now. Billy and Josh didn’t know it yet, but they had woken up an instinct that had lain dormant for decades within the stocky man. Gordon could feel emotions inside him that he hadn’t ever experienced. He felt depression, felt love, felt caring, felt lost, all of it at once. His mind was reeling with the sudden pumping of his heart and the sudden realization that Billy meant more to him than a good lay.
As he entered the room he took it all in. Billy was stretched out on the bed, Josh sitting next to him, scared and not knowing what to do. He looked like a deer caught in the glare of a trucks headlights.
“Go find Manuel Josh… tell him to bring the first aid kit… a bowl of hot water and some clean fresh linen napkins.”
“But…”
“But nothing… go…”
“Yes Sir. Uh…”
“Don’t worry son… he’ll be all right… you go get Manuel and those things now… we need to clean him up some and then you’ll see it won’t be so bad… go on now.”
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Josh scurried from the room and as he reached the door, he turned to look back at Billy and Gordon. He saw something he hadn’t noticed before, he saw a deep look of affection and love inside Gordon’s eyes. Well, that was something, and Billy was right. Gordon wasn’t as tough as he portrayed himself. With that thought, he ran out the hallway, calling for Manuel.
“Where’s Josh… Gordon…”
“It’s okay Billy… you stay quiet now… leave this to me. You don’t look so good son…”
“Hehe… yeah but you should see the other guy… oohh… that hurts…”
“Billy… you didn’t do…”
“Relax Gordon. I was a good slut… I took the shit… just like he wanted… but I gotta tell you… it fucking hurts man…”
“Okay… rest easy, we’ll get you cleaned up. You want me to take you to the hospital?”
“No… no… I don’t think so… I’ve had worse… but fuck it hurts man… I wasn’t really expecting it to be this heavy… you should have warned me man… fuck…”
“I didn’t know Billy or I wouldn’t have even asked you. I know that isn’t your thing… will you forgive me?”
“What? Forgive you? Shit, it ain’t your fault… if you didn’t know… you didn’t know… I should have left… but fuck… I… never mind… it hurts man… where is Josh? Why isn’t he…”
“He’s getting something for us to clean you up with… he’ll be right back… now you just lay back there and leave it to me.”
“Hehe… yeah Gordon… you just wanna get into my pants again… sorry, but I think you’ll have to wait a few days… hehe.”
“Billy… enough of that talk… yes I did enjoy our times but right now we need to see what that animal did…”
Josh returned to the room just as Gordon was starting to strip Billy. He watched from the edge of the bed in silence as Gordon slowly and carefully undressed his lover. He could see the tenderness that Gordon was showing, and was surprised at how gentle he could be. The scene was not sensual, but loving. He could tell that Gordon wasn’t using this as an excuse to merely gaze at Billy’s naked body. He actually did care, which surprised Josh.
Josh let out a small yelp as he saw the red welts across his man’s body. Gordon seemed stunned and took a few steps backwards as he gazed down on Billy’s now naked body. He had carefully removed all of the clothes, and he had been hopeful that it wouldn’t be too bad, at least as he removed the shirt and trousers. It wasn’t until he removed the sticky underwear that his hope faded. His face went chalk white as he managed to get the underwear off.
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At first he had thought it was dried cum or lotion that had made the underwear stick to the body, but as he gently pried them off, he could feel the pain in Billy’s body. His whole body tensed as he gingerly moved to remove the cloth, and he knew that it was dried blood, not cum that held the underwear to the skin.
His face was drained of all blood. His breathing was rapid and shallow now as he stared down at Billy’s young body. He could see the redness around the groin and he could see the way Billy was holding himself that he was in a great deal of pain. Josh now stood beside him, staring down at Billy, taking in the ravages of his body. He was in shock, his teeth clenched so tight that you could hear the enamel grinding under the pressure of his jaw.
“Well, you two don’t look all that good, Come on Gordon… you’ve seen my dick before… let’s get this over with…”
“Hush Billy. Listen, this is not pretty. That fucking animal… how… I mean…”
“Yeah, I know it isn’t… shit the guy was a pig… but at least it’s over… just uh… I ain’t ever going there again… oh man… it feels a bit better with the gonch off… fuck that hurt though…”
“Okay… Josh… you go and get that bowl filled with nice hot water please… hurry… I want it steaming… okay?”
“But… yeah… okay… Billy… how… I mean…”
“Go get the water, okay Josh… I’ll tell you about it later…”
“Yeah… okay…”
“Why didn’t you stop him Billy… you didn’t have to let this happen…”
“Yes I did… it was what he wanted… besides… I really wasn’t in a position to stop it…”
“But… I mean… why not… surely…”
“You try to stop a guy when you are handcuffed to a bed post… fuck man… you are rather naive at times Gordon… just what did you think an S&M date meant?”
“Well… spanking actually… but I thought he wanted you to do him… not this… honest Billy…”
“Yeah I kind of guessed that part… look, it’s okay… don’t have any kittens now… but… uh our deal… it’ll have to be on hold till I can recover a bit… okay?”
“Our deal? Fuck Billy our deal is dead… no… you listen to me… and you too Josh… I have made up my mind… the deal is over… you both will stay here, but as my guests. Now Billy shut up… you too Josh… we’ll discuss the details later… first let me get you cleaned up. Now Billy… sit back… Josh, you get over here, hold him down as this is going to hurt like fucking hell… for a moment… but it has to be done… okay Billy? You ready?”
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“Gordon… shit… I am too tired… okay, you win… go for it man.”
Gordon took the bowl of hot water and then poured into it some witch hazel. He swirled it around a bit then dropped several of the linen clothes into the bowl. Carefully he brought them out, one by one, and started to wipe away the dried blood caked around Billy’s groin. With a tenderness that Josh didn’t think was in the big man, Gordon managed to wipe away most of the blood. It seemed like it came mostly from one cut along the soft region where the pubic bush of Billy started. It wasn’t all that deep and there was one other along the inside thigh of one of the legs.
Carefully he washed the cuts and wiped the whole area several times, to make sure it was clean and disinfected. Then he told Josh to hold tight and he quickly poured some more of the witch hazel right over both cuts. He drenched the boy and Billy struggled briefly. His legs were stretched out with the pain but he didn’t yell or scream once.
Gordon could see small red welts along the limp penis and he made sure they, too, were drenched with the witch hazel. He knew they were the marks from a hot cigarette and his anger was even more intense. How dare that bastard, he thought, how dare he do this to someone like Billy.
Finally he took some dry linens and patted down the twitching body beneath his hands. He could see that every touch was causing agony for Billy, but it was necessary. Finally he took a tube of ointment that Manuel had brought. As he prepared to apply the ointment, he directed Manuel to get the main guest room ready. His instructions included putting the satin sheets on the bed and to have him bring him some of the cotton boxer shorts he kept in his special drawer. Billy tried to object but Gordon merely over rode his voiced arguments.
Carefully he started to apply the antiseptic ointment to the limp penis, and he could feel Billy’s pain through his hand. Each touch seemed to make Billy tense up, and Gordon could feel that. He was as gentle as possible as he applied the cream, covering all of the red marks, and there were many of them all around the cock shaft and balls. As he applied the cream, he saw Josh reaching down, still holding tightly to Billy’s hand and he would kiss his forehead. Finally he was finished with the ointment cream and then he washed his hands. He applied some bandages to the cuts, after smearing more of the ointment on the pad, then he took the pair of boxer shorts and handed them to Josh.
“Okay… now this is gonna hurt a bit, but time we took you to bed.”
“Funny Gordon… I can walk…”
“No… now you just lay there. Josh, you come with me and when we get to the bedroom, we’ll put these on for him. Okay?”
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“Yes… but…”
“Well, if we do it now, they’ll only get damp… we don’t need him getting a chill, do we?
“Ready Billy?”
“What you going to do Gordon? Carry me?”
“Yep… this isn’t all fat you know… here we go.”
With that, Gordon reached his massive arms under the slender youth and lifted. Billy could feel the air rush past his backside and suddenly he was staring into Gordon’s eyes. It was amazing, but he didn’t see the dark pools he was used to seeing. He wasn’t sure, but he thought he could see something more intense there; it was like Gordon had suddenly come to life.
It wasn’t far to the main guest bedroom but what a difference it was. The room had a massive bed dead center of the room and there were windows all around the place. It was larger than many master bedrooms in smaller houses. There was a table with two soft easy chairs in once corner, and the other end of the room led to a wide veranda. Embroidered white lace sheers flowed in the night’s air as Manuel had left the veranda doors open.
Carefully Gordon lay Billy down into the crisp clean satin sheets of the bed. Then he motioned for Josh to give him the boxers and with a light touch he pulled them up the lanky frame of Billy’s body. He rested them above the waistline, then he bent over the young man and kissed him lightly on the lips, squeezing his hand.
“That’s the first time you have ever kissed me Gordon… you almost make me believe that it was for real…”
“It is for real Billy… now you rest… okay?”
“Uh, yeah… Gordon… thanks… never been doctored so well before… thanks.”
“Nonsense… and now I think I should let you get some rest. We’ll talk later in the day… you stay here and rest up now. Josh, if you need anything… my room is just across the hallway there… you come and get me if you need anything… okay?”
“Huh… yeah sure… uh, thanks… uh…”
“I think you can manage from this point now… good night boys. Get some sleep now… don’t talk to much…”
Gordon turned on a small table lamp by the bed thenleft the room, shutting the main lights off as he closed the door on the two boys who had captured his heart in less than 24 hours. He stood outside the door of the bedroom for a few seconds, collecting his thoughts and letting his anger run rampant inside his head.
He took several deep breathes of air, and then carefully proceeded down the hallway. Shortly he came to his bedroom, but instead of turning into it he proceeded past it down towards the stairs. With a
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hardened heart and methodical step he proceeded down the stairs to the inner study where he picked up the phone and dialed a number from memory.
The call was short and cryptic. The anger inside boiled up and over but the person at the other end didn’t recognize the turmoil that was inside of Gordon. He merely took the instructions down, his own face frowning as the orders were given. Gordon hung up the phone, a dull ache behind his eyes as he walked out of the study towards the stairs. It had been a long time since he had to make such a call, and it didn’t get any easier with the passing of time. He felt old right then, and his walk was no longer firm and steady. Clinging to the rail he managed the stairs, and this time entered his bedroom where he fell into his own massive bed.
Silently he prayed to God, begging for forgiveness for his actions and to look after young Billy and Josh. He started to weep as he talked with his Maker, asking for his love and understanding. Strange how he could calmly give orders that would cause someone to be hurt, and then cry like a baby talking to a person no living person had ever seen but who controlled the actions of millions. He lay on his bed, asking for help, asking for guidance, and it was with those thoughts that Gordon was able to finally fall asleep.
Josh sat next to Billy, seeing him trying to hide his pain from him. All he could think of was the image of that man. Hatred burned in his heart for the dark face and evil eyes. He knew it was insane but he swore to himself that if he ever ran into the creep, he’d come out swinging with everything he had.
“Looking like you could kill someone Josh… you okay?”
“Uh, me? It’s you I am worried about. Shit Billy how… I mean…”
Josh didn’t know what to say, his anger suddenly replaced by his concern for Billy. He wasn’t used to this and it showed. He loved Billy so much, he felt he should have been able to have prevented this. Maybe if he’d put up a better fight against Billy going, he could have prevented this. There was a lot of guilt in his face and Billy sensed it.
“Nothing you could of done Josh… it’s my own damn fault. I should of known the guy played Gordon…”
“Played Gordon? What are you talking about… I don’t get it… you couldn’t…”
“Listen to me…”
“Okay… it is just…”
“Sshh… look… come on get under the covers first… oh, and can you close those doors. I am a bit cold… then we can talk…”
Josh quickly ran to the veranda doors and shut them tight. He drew the dark drapes across the doors and then went to the other wall where he also closed the drapes there, sending the room into deep darkness.
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Only the small golden glow from the table light showing him the way.
He went back to the bed, and pulled the covers over Billy, and he saw the way Billy’s face constricted with the sudden weight of the blankets on his body. He almost cried as he saw the pain but then Billy smiled at him and it all went away, for the moment. He walked over to the other side of the bed, where the lamp was and started to reach for it, to turn it off, when Billy stopped him. He insisted that he leave the light on, least until Josh got undressed.
“Billy… come on man… you…”
“Hey, the goods may be slightly damaged, but I still like seeing you get undressed, I don’t know why Josh, I mean you are so damn skinny… but…”
“Funny boy… how can you joke when you…”
“What? You think this is the first time I’ve been hurt like this? Shit, it ain’t the first and probably won’t be the last time…”
“Like fucking hell it won’t be… no way Billy… no more of these type of dates… fuck, they aren’t dates… no way man… no fucking way.”
“Okay… whoa there… settle down… look, come to bed and we can talk. Okay? But first, let me see that hot body of yours…”
“Haha… oh so now it’s a hot body? Second ago you called it a skinny rack of bones…”
“Yeah, well… can’t have you getting a swelled head… hehe.”
“Okay… you win… this time… but only cause I love you…”
“I know Josh… I love you too…”
Josh stared at Billy. Suddenly he could feel the tears flowing down his cheeks. He couldn’t hold them back anymore and he really did love Billy. His heart ached for him, as did every part of his body. It always did, and even though he had seen marks and scars before, he had never seen them so fresh as tonight. He wished he could just reach out and make them go away, but he knew he couldn’t.
He backed up a bit, and with the light shining around his body, he started to undress himself. Carefully he undid each single button on his shirt. Billy’s eyes were fixed on his body, and he took his time. The dark eyes no longer looked all glazed over and there was a tiny sparkle deep within them. His Billy was slowly coming back to him.
He threw his shoes off, sending them flying and then with his shirt opened, he bent down and took his socks off, slowly and carefully. He looked up at Billy as he brought his foot up to take the last sock off and he found his eyes locked onto Billy’s. The eyes no longer roamed all over his body, instead they seemed to be fixed onto his face. Josh stopped, the sock almost off, and he felt a strange warm glow enter his whole body.
He slowly raised himself, standing up tall to his full height of six
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feet. Josh still had his shirt on, but he moved his hands down to his waist, where he undid the pants button then slowly unzipped them. He pushed open the top of the pants, letting Billy see his dark jockey shorts underneath. Then once more he started to bend forward, as he pushed the pants down his lanky legs. Billy seemed to be still in the bed. His head was angled across the white satin pillow case, his eyes still fixed on Josh’s face.
The pants came down easily, past the hairless thighs, then down to the knees and the beginnings of hair. Soft strands of his blond body hair curled around the upper part of his lower leg and the pants slid down to the ankles now. As before with the socks, Josh lifted up his leg to pull the pants off his foot. He then lifted the other and now the pants were finally off. The shirt hung across his body now, open at the chest, exposing his fine cleavage. The nipples hidden by the light material.
Slowly Josh took hold of the shirt, and proceeded to open it wider, exposing more of his upper body to Billy’s eyes. The shirt was pushed back, and his arms extended down and outwards from his back. It made his chest stick out and Billy could see the small pink nipples jutting out at him, and he licked his lips with desire. His eyes couldn’t leave that face though, that wonderful angular face that was so innocent and so full of love for him. That was what he needed now as Josh let the shirt drop off his shoulders and then down his arms.
Finally, the shirt dropped off his arms, floating gently down behind him to the deep rich carpet. It lay behind him and Josh brought his arms forward now, his hands rubbing his sides as they came forward to his belly. His fingers were spread open as his hand moved along the flesh, their tips touching as the two hands met at his belly button. A small tuft of darker blond hair poked up from the center, coming from the still hidden groin.
His small pinky fingers now dug under the waistband of his jockey shorts and he started to push the band outwards with them. Josh moved a step closer now, letting the light flow behind his body and for a time Billy blinked. It was as if he was in a dream: a golden angel had come down to him as he stared at Josh’s full body.
Carefully, Josh pushed down and out, inching the jockey shorts off his waist, then down to his abdomen and down further. Each gentle slow push was exposing more of his blond pubic hairs and he could see that Billy was enjoying the show. With a deep effort, Josh managed to smile and he could see a sudden twitch in Billy’s body.
God, what a smile, thought Billy as he watched the slow downwards push on the underwear. His whole body ached, but not from his battle scars but from his love for Josh. It felt good, and no longer throbbed and clouded his brain.
As Josh continued to push the underwear down, he could feel his
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groin aching from his throbbing penis. He could feel it stretching the dark fabric and he knew he was fully erect. Well, he could always jerk off later, but for now he wanted to show it to Billy. With a slight tug, he felt his cock shifting position, resisting the easy downward motion of the underwear, but finally it broke free.
Billy’s eyes could see the dark outline of Josh’s penis inside the underwear. He watched as it moved around in the confines of the fabric and they kept focused now on the thick cigar shape as the cloth material seemed to be moving down the golden color of Josh’s body.
Slowly he watched until suddenly the throbbing cock broke free of its restraints. It stared at him, like a red eye winking at him, or maybe it was more like a red eye all teary eyed as he could see a drop of the gray colored pre-cum hanging on the tip of the cock head. He could see the pee slit, and more of the gray liquid.
Josh could see Billy’s eyes, the way they were looking at his fully erect cock. The underwear was quickly removed, and Billy’s eyes never noticed him bending to pull them off his body. They were too fixed on his dripping penis, and in a heart beat, Josh could feel the urgent desire that Billy had for him. He reached down with one hand, a finger extended to wipe clear the cock head. He managed to secure the pre-cum on his finger, then he reached forward, his knees resting on the bed and Billy leaning toward him.
He brought his finger up to Billy’s mouth and brushed the tip of it along the dry lips of his lover. Billy sighed deeply as he tasted the salty dab of pre-cum on his lips and he licked his tongue outwards, taking it all inside. As his tongue brought his mouth his taste treat, his lips curled up and kissed the wet finger before him.
Josh lay across the bed now, his naked body stretched outwards and his head now hovered over Billy’s face. He stared down into the dark eyes, willing him to see his own deep love for Billy.
Billy raised one hand up out of the bed, to brush it along Josh’s face. He felt the tears along the cheeks and he smiled up into the blue eyes above his head. The back of his hand now gently rubbed across the cheeks as silent messages of love passed between them. He could feel Josh trembling under his light touch and his own heart was now beating in time with Josh’s.
His hand now brushed under Josh’s chin, then travelled back up from behind the head and now rested on top of the long blond hair. With a small pull he started to bring Josh’s face closer to his. Inch by inch he watched the angular face of his lover come closer to his. Their eyes refusing to close, each of them taking it all in, as inch by inch they grew closer to each other.
Flashes of blue passed between the two heads. Brilliant flashes of orange seemed to be exploding all around them as their heads grew
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closer together. Bolts of pure energy seemed to be passing between them both and both bodies were shuddering in anticipation of the coming union.
It felt like the earth was moving beneath them. The bed seemed to be shaking and moving along the floor as their lips touched. Both hearts stopped their frantic beating for a second but it felt like forever. The lips touched, a strange glow of burning heat seemed to flow through each mouth. Billy’s whole body seemed to be quivering and he could feel his sore and bruised penis jerking inside the silky smooth boxer shorts.
Josh couldn’t believe the way his whole body started to tremble as his lips touched Billy’s. He was leaning on one arm and it felt like it would buckle under the sudden trembling. He struggled to keep himself upright, over Billy’s bruised body, and yet his legs were now shaking. His foot, hanging over the edge of the bed, was doing a weird shake, waving in the air as his mouth covered Billy’s.
His whole body was sliding along the satin smooth sheets and he could feel his penis jerking under his body as they kissed. Josh couldn’t believe the power that Billy’s touch had on him and his body. His heart was pounding like a runaway freight train inside his chest. His legs shook and shuddered. He could feel his blood racing from every part of his body towards his groin. More than that, he could feel the warm flow of Billy’s blood, racing as well through his whole pain racked body. He could feel the crispness of the electricity that was passing between them as his lips now pushed harder against Billy’s mouth.
Billy started to open his lips, to let Josh’s tongue inside, when he felt his body shudder and shake. He could feel the pain in his groin and his penis as his mouth parted. The warm touch of Josh’s tongue pressing against the inside of his lips tipped him over the edge and he groaned out loud now, his arms quivered against the satin sheets, his whole body trembled under the sheets and his penis jerked hard against the silky material of the boxer shorts.
Josh had never felt such a tremendous explosion as he did when his tongue pushed past the parted lips of Billy’s mouth. He could taste the salt from his pre-cum that still lingered inside of Billy’s mouth and his whole body seemed to shudder. His shoulder’s felt like vice grips, his legs were stretched out taut, his hands like granite as his body shook under the sudden jolt of electricity that entered his body.
His hard cock, wedged against his stomach, was jerking every way possible. It refused to stay still and he could feel his balls slung up under his groin. The shaking only grew and his head felt dizzy. He couldn’t close his eyes, but he couldn’t see either. A gray cloud covered his vision and only the flash of brilliant greens, purples, reds, and blues penetrated the gray fog. He felt his head rolling from side to side and then he felt
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the warm sticky heat of his cum against his belly. He could feel it travelling up past his belly, up his chest cavity, up towards his neck. Just as the last drop splashed against the underside of his chin, Josh felt another stream of hot milk starting to travel up his body.
Billy’s hand was shaking uncontrollably but it held firmly to Josh’s hair. Somehow he managed to pull it down, forcing the head to bury itself on his own face and he breathed deeply of Josh’s own air. Their mouths were locked as were their eyes. He could feel Josh’s body shaking to the jerking motion of his erupting penis and he sighed deeply, knowing the love of a real man. All of the pain in his body was being washed away. His fears and pain no longer had a place to stay in his body. The pressure of Josh’s body on his own didn’t hurt or cause him any pain. He wanted more and kept his hand pulling downwards. His legs were thumping on the bed, in an uncontrollable spasm as he felt the deep penetrating love of Josh flow through his entire body.
Josh lay there exhausted, his whole body slowly returning to normal, his thoughts centered solely on Billy and his needs. He could barely move, and with a great deal of effort he managed to struggle under the warm covers of the enormous bed. His body lay next to Billy, every inch of skin matched to his own. His head lay gently on Billy’s chest. His hair nestled just under Billy’s chin. He felt a light press of lips to his head, as a deep sleep over took him.
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